Poor in Spirit

I dont know if you have exprienced being broken and shown how sinful you truly are! I too often know how sinful i am but i do not live a changed life because of it. It is easy for me to say how i should live, but to live poor in spirit is impossible apart from the Grace of God which is in Christ Jesus.
I in my spiritual state tend to have a mind set that must be forgotten. When i live this life that should be lived out in a manner worthy of the Gospel, i tend to fall too often. God reveals to me my sin, and i feel like i am an enemy of God. But its the opposite; i am his child. He wants to perfect me and mold me into the image of HIS Holy one and Only Son. It is so remarkable to know that God Holds me tight in His Hands; i am a sheep and He is my shepherd. He will never let me wander off and be lost. He is a Good Shepherd. I really have a hard time talking about myself. I love to Talk about Him who matters in Life. Namely God.
GOD bless all of you and i hope that God will transform you by the renewing of your mind!